Ive realized a lot about my past, and its time to show it...
I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt along the lines of friends, family, and enemy's. I love the people I come in contact with, they've always left an imprint on my journey to find who I am. But you know what, I know who I am and Ive come to realize "I don't need someone to tell me or show me who I am, I wake up and look in the mirror and see the young woman Ive striven to become, to tell you the truth I'm not happy with what Ive done in the past, but my days are changing and I'm done fighting about who I'm supposed to be. I live for whats happening now and whats going on in the future, I don't need to figure out who I am anymore. God has shown me, and opened my eyes to what Ive done wrong, and what I can do to fix my mishaps I just ask for everyone's forgiveness in what Ive done to ruin relationships and friendships. I'd like to ask for certain forgiveness from MY FAMILY! I know I have been a true disappointment to them but I know they see the changes and sacrifices Ive made to be where I am right now. I love the life I live but you know what... No Body Is Perfect! Just remember that, and God will show you how close you can become to it. I know I'm not perfect and no where near it, but you know what? I am making the effort to change, and that's all anyone can do. I thank God everyday for who Ive become, I'd just like to thank everyone who has been a part of my ongoing accomplishments... Thank you for showing me the way to become the Narrator of "my life." I'm done having people write out my play book, this is my time to shine. Its my spotlight, and the crowd is waiting for me to appear and prove to them what Ive done to change, and how much of it I actually took into consideration... I'm pretty much left to drive my own path to forgiveness and I'm just about half way there...
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